From the recording Dysphoria Riot
Lyrics
Sapped out, my energy
What did you expect from me?
Rough when you're next to me
I'm looking for a way out, I won't lie
I'm a monster, waiting underneath your bed
Do I want love, or do I just want her instead?
Your ChapStick taste like ecstasy
I feel sexy when you're kissing me
And it's all your fault
You'll be better on your own
Still can't get me out your mind
You can't have me anymore
One more shot and I'll be fine
I'll be better off alone
I might hurt you if you stay
I think maybe you should go
Nothing left for me to say
I might hurt you if you stay
Watch you fall asleep, you're restful in my arms now
Tell me that you need me, but that is a lie
I'll leave you in the morning, you'll see me when it's dark, yeah
and say you dream about me, but don't know why
Can't wait for you to break me down
I'll stay until your time runs out
Barely, but I just don't know how
I just don't know how
I see the way you look at me, a future in your eyes
A quiet, gentle kind of love, no need for alibis
But I was built from sharper things, from hiding and from fights
And I don't know how to be soft, when all I've known is night
Your ChapStick taste like ecstasy
I feel sexy when you're kissing me
And it's all your fault
You'll be better on your own
Still can't get me out your mind
You can't have me anymore
One more shot and I'll be fine
I'll be better off alone
I might hurt you if you stay
I think maybe you should go
Nothing left for me to say
I might hurt you if you stay
Nothing left for me to say
I might hurt you if you stay
Your ChapStick tastes like ecstasy
but feel empty when you're kissing me
I guess it's my fault...
It must be my fault...