From the recording Dysphoria Riot
Lyrics
Hi, my name's Jynxie and I'm a booze-hound
I'm here because I'm not quite all right
'Cause what used to be my idea of a blast is
Now just me checking my pulse in bed at night
Thinking I should fuck off, eat shit, go to Hell!
I could jump headfirst off the rooftop!
Dark thoughts keep on filling up in my mind, oh-oh!
Sort-a wanna get fucked, make love to a handgun!
Wrap my E.V. 'round a lamppost!
Not sure I'll be coming back up this time!
Hello Jynxie, you fucking asshole!, Yeah
Did you think you had us fooled?
And, baby, I know that I told you I was out of the woods
But I still left a key under the mat for the wolves!
Thinking I should fuck off, eat shit, go to Hell!
I could jump headfirst off the rooftop!
Dark thoughts keep on filling up in my mind!
Sort-a wanna get fucked, make love to a handgun!
Wrap my E.V. 'round a lamppost!
Not sure I'll be coming back up this time!
Fuck it!
Got out on good behavior
I'm sorry, babe, but I can't be your savior
I don't know what you expected of me
So maybe I should fuck off, eat shit, go to Hell!
I could jump headfirst off the rooftop!
Dark thoughts keep on filling up in my mind!
Sort-a wanna get fucked, make love to a handgun!
Wrap my E.V. 'round a lamppost!
Not sure I'll be coming back up this time!
Time! Time...
'Cause I'm fucking losing it, get a grip, ignore all the signs
The voices in my head keep telling me I'm fine
Out of luck, what the fuck?
What am I gonna do?
Where did it go wrong?